Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Random thoughts..

Let me put this in words, there are many occasion we as human being take things so personal, at times too deep whether at work or just simply personal, u may ask why, simply stick to the fact that we are just human and we have feelings, love, pain, anger, sad and whatsoever.

Sometimes, just sometimes perhaps for most people all the time, we tend to regret and wish to turn back the hand of time to fix the wrong things right… it’s casual to have such thoughts, it’s also bothering.

I’m 26 this year, when I look back at my series of life, I wander upon the brick of wall in front of me…surrounding me, what have I achieved? Not so much in material and career aspect but more towards pursuing my happiness and hopes of having my own family. Does it worth it? Am I certain that the choices I make is right? Will I ever be certain that I will achieve what I hope and dream? What would happen if all of my dreams and hopes are crushed? What if things go wrong?... I ask myself that question over and over again.. will I regret my decisions? I know what I'm doing... This is the path I choose to walk into and I believe in love. No matter how insane it sounds. But I just have faith that everything is going to turn out just fine.

There are people we miss but we will never be able to meet them or touch them anymore, perhaps we could, only through the sensation of thoughts lay in our mind heart. What does life means to you? Does it mean to live and achieve something material? Driving a nice car? Living in a nice house? Or measure in the sense of what you have? Let me ask a question here; when you are down is there someone that you can rely on? To speak to? Understand you, listen to you, hold in their arms and whisper in your ear that everything is ok? If no, then you are successful? For me, living is not measured in the context of materialization but living only can be meaningful shall you be able to live an impact in someone’s life, so strong that your name and your spirit will live within them and that they will pass this on from generation to generation and make this world a better place for every face we once know and for every smile that we miss…

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Flower Heart

Why do woman always suspect that their man is always cheating on them? Is it because their insecurities.. is it about trust issues or is it simply because the man is actually cheating on them? Woman wants attention all the time, no question about it. We don't expect to be pampered all the time (because we know that wouldn't happen anyways) , we just need some attention.. just a small gesture that can actually meant the world... like complimenting the way u look after spending the whole day in the saloon, or simply a simple phone call or message from office to tell u how much he means to u. Men just don't get it.. they don't understand why woman is always such an emotional creatures. There is a reason why they say, Men are from Mars and Woman are from Venus. We are from the same planet, but the way we think.. the way we feel, its really not the same.. and its really frustrating sometimes and yet we cant live without the other.

A friend told be that it is okay for a men to be flirtatious. She said it is in their nature to "chase" and you should let your man do that as long as he knows his boundaries and knows when to come home. I ask myself, how? Is it really okay? or is it normal at all? Am I the only one who thinks that is it wrong? Maybe I'm a conservative type of person in a relationship. I believe that once you are commited to the person, then its just the two of us in the picture. I still believe in my happily ever after story.. but the world doesn't seem to agree with me anymore..

Friday, June 25, 2010

Bad Driver On Board

I have not been driving since I was here in Dubai. Back in Malaysia, I guess I'm not a BAD driver.. but i wouldn't categorised myself as GOOD either! But its still ok because I had been driving from my place to my workplace and to the malls of course :-) So far so good, no accident -just a couple of scratches to my baby car here and there.. Nothing MAJOR!

Allan had to drop his car off to the service center to get his car fixed tomorrow and I had to drive the other car to fetch him from there. Just got back from my "driving practise" around Dubai with Allan beside me of course and OMG!!! It was horrible.. my legs were shaking so bad and I'm not use to driving on the left side of the wheels and driving on the right side of the road! It was sooooooo confusing..... Oh gosh.. I just hope I make it tomorrow... safe! Maybe they should put a big notice around Dubai or broadcast on the news....
Yeah.. bad driver on board! Besides being soooo confuse on the road, the drivers here are just as horrible ... Different nationalities with driving license from all over the world will be on the same road with me tomorrow! No Mercy!!! Just hope I can make it tomorrow.. *fingers crossed* Stresssssssssssssss!!!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Sex and the Desert?

I wish I have my very own "Sex and the City" girls here with me in Dubai! It will be sooooo awesome to have my girlfriends here with me. I shall make my very own version of "Sex and the Desert!"

Sex and the City 2 in Abu Dhabi

Sex and the Desert in Dubai?

I've been in Dubai since December 2008 and I had been missing my friends and family back home. The good thing about Dubai is that I'm living closer to my sister now :-) yay! I hope i'm going to visit her in UK real soon!
I'm just so homesick and I've been craving for Malaysian food especially my mummy's cooking and also Penang assam laksa, rojak, char koay teow... *droooling* better stop writing bout food! Been craving so badly for the food and guess what!! Vyn can finally cook!! haha! SURPRISE!!! No more maggiee meee, rice and egg food! I made assam laksa!!! Anyways, I'll blog more about my cooking adventures in the food blog my sis and I created - http://gastronormia.blogspot.com/. We will be uploading recipes that we compiled from the net, friends & family and we are going to show off our cooking skills!! :-P
Its so hot and humid here right now.. summer is coming! To my girlfriends back home in Malaysia - Barley, Cherlyn, Tracy, Frauline and Tedy.. Come here!!!! Sex and the Desert awaits!! Sue yen- bring baby Noah here with u! U can be Charlotte who has a baby :-P